after today I only have two days left on the HSGD.
This is the only sweet things I’ve had all day. Leave me be. Me and my brownie want to make sweet love. -__-
collarbones for mondays thinspiration
really fucking sucks.
I would probably go more often if there was nobody there to see me be fat, or make me feel more self-conscious than I do normally. And the worse part is that my gym is part of a swim club, so I get to see all these perfect thin girls tanning/swimming while I bust my ass in the gym… It should be motivating, but it just makes me even more depressed.
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Wow. A year. It’s been a year of this. I’m proud. And I can’t say November until now has seen much in the way of results, but it means I can maintain at least, which I was never really able to do before.
The minus 3 had to be because I was bloated last week, so that makes me feel very, very good!
But now I want to push myself. I find that although nearly 17 pounds lighter, I’m disgusted by myself in pictures. I not only find myself to be larger than what I see in the mirror, but I have a double chin and my face just looks ugly, old and gross to me.
It’s my motivation to become re-dedicated again this summer, because I’m just not okay with the weight I am. This used to be my heavy weight so I’m trying to remember that.
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I admit it…I’m addicted to carbs, and that’s no way to lose weight! I realize I need much more protein in my diet (especially if I want to see results from P90X!) but I’m having trouble, because I’m a vegetarian! any suggestions?
maybe I’ll start it over again.
yep sounds good to me
PERFECT.
I just woke up. Gym’s closing soon. Perfect. No workout today. After binging the entire weekend, I am not working out. Great. This is just great.
i'm 5 pounds away from my first goal weight
and it’s so dang HARD to get off!
i’m going to run tonight after work.
really watch my eating today.
no more snacks!
Another Day
I have to go to work today and I don’t want to. Blah. I enjoyed my day off. I enjoyed doing absolutely nothing. I had a ton of homework to do and I skipped it. I have all next week off so I figure that’s what I’ll be doing next week. That and I’ll be getting myself back on track as far as exercise goes. I’ve been craving ice cream like no other lately. I don’t know what the deal is. :/
An 8-Minute Toning Workout Trio! :)
I just discovered this tonight, and it’s nearing midnight and I’m about to go to sleep so I won’t do it right now. But I’m definitely doing this starting tomorrow (all 3!) for twice everyday - one round when I wake up and one round in the evening.
The 8-Minute Ab Workout - Now I have been recommending this and talking about this so much, that I’m sure those who’ve been following me for quite some time now are probably thinking it’s getting too repetitive, but I just think this is so amazing! I never did this long enough to see results (longest was 4 days straight, haha) but now I’m so determined to not miss a day of this! It’s really fun and the burn feels GREAT. :)
The 8-Minute Butt Workout - On a normal day, I wouldn’t think much of what my bum looks like but now that summer’s coming and that I’ve been seeing the lovely, firm bums of these girls here on Tumblr, I became more self-conscious of my own. It’s not a negative kind of self-consciousness though, I just know that my butt isn’t what I want it to look like, and I’m really hoping this workout does wonders. I’m pretty sure it will, if I do it consistently twice everyday for 30 days. :)
The 8-Minute Arm Workout (with or without weights!) - My arms are by far my biggest insecurity. I love wearing dresses in the spring and summer seasons, but I always have to cover them up with either a cardigan or a denim jacket, which is often uncomfortable in the heat. I’ve been doing a decent amount of cardio, and since I started this journey, my weight loss is visible everywhere EXCEPT my arms, so I’m keeping my fingers crossed with this workout. :)
Happy Birthday Mom!!!
This is just a small personal post to wish my mom (and frou-frou partner) a very happy birthday!! I hope all of your birthday wishes come true...someone as generous and warm as you deserves only the very best! You are filled with inspiration and creative talent, and you are a wealth of support that transforms dreams into reality. We hope you have an amazing birthday week (and year)!




